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[24 Oct 2004|11:44am]
[ mood | crappy ]

although I'm still a little depressed, I though this would cheer me up, ha ha. Well it hasn't done its job yet, so maybe it will a bit later. That band boys night out is pretty good. And amber pacific is ok. I really like U2, for some reason. I havent really been posting songs or some of my songs because I've been too depressed, but I'll think I'll do it again soon, jsut of the hell of. SR71, I finally found out where I heard that song right now from, from VAN WILDERS, YES! I was in a chat last night, and this mexi dude got in it, and he was like hu and being all dumb and were rioting against him, indeed. Yeah last night was the last time I ever remember having a dream, it was very sad, prolly cause of the mood I'm in. yeah.

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[23 Oct 2004|05:05pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

Well I'm really upset, I'm only using this journal cause I'm bored. Before this morning it was great, I had a football game, which we won, then got home round 230ish, got online called amanda, she broke up with me, then my mom and my dad were being asswholes, and my sister was being nice, then I just went in my room and started balling. I was crying really bad, I cant remeber the last time I cried so much. I bet I'll get a girlfriend by the end of the week though. I can, I know I can. Maybe it just hurts me because my emotions were getting stonger for her, but they should have cause we only went out like 5 days, or 6. Yeah and right now I am really thinking bout not going to this thing she wanted a bunch of us to go to tomorrow, but I told her I will. And well I'm not done crying, so I'll finish before I can go update again

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It takes my pain away! [17 Oct 2004|10:36am]
[ mood | intimidated ]

Yeah well I'm kinda bored, sunday morning, no one online, no one home, it sucks. And there's no one home either, so I just decided to listen to some music. Yeah I went to bed pretty early last night, I think, I'm gonna try to sleep all day. Yeah, but I need something to do. All I can say, is that I'm bored. I'm gonna see if I can go to the mall and get a new dress shirt and tie, lol. I have another football game on tues., and if we lose I'm gonna quit. There's no use for me to be on a team that sucks, when I barely go to pratices and still start, while being the best player on the team. I know I'll let them down, but oh well, I DON'T GIVE A SHIT. I want to go back up to my dad's this weekend coming up, I want to go to one of those little concert things. I know what I should do but I just can't walk alone. I pick up and down the phone, it's just like being alone. Yeah can you tell I'm bored. I like this song my jimmy eat world it's called kill. It's pretty good. I my mom is actually being nice to me today, she said she is going to bring me home some pancakes, but I might not eat them. Then there's another song it's called polaris. Well one song I was listening to before, was like telling me that I want another girlfriend, but I don't really know what I want know, but I can't really have a good relationship until the like towards the end of the school year, like in march or april, I think it's cause of the time. Cause I can't know because I'm too busy with football(which I will quit this week). And yesterday night at crown jewel, that one flute player, janet( really ugly) was trying to flirt with me, but trying to not let me know, how dumb are people. Then there's this story about puala, which is so funny, but she is really fake, like she tries to act nice, but you know she talks shit about you. But yeah. I'm tired, I'm gonna go back to bed, good day

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[10 Oct 2004|04:16pm]
[ mood | bored ]

well today we tried the movie thing again, but this time it was sold out, this time me, rachel, sam, vince, amanda, and joey went only six when 20 were suppose to. Yeah we sat in the mall for a bit, but it was boring...and then we went to B.A.M., and it was ok....atleast sam got to see lauren, and me and amanda got to talk for a bit, and well just say I wish this day was a little bit better, yeah and I baught a $2 ricecrisy treat, yeah. Then we got home and my mom and rachel already start to fight again over the painting of her room, and now I'm getting problems from this girl jessica summerlin cause I didnt wanna talk to her last night, uhh soo dumb, yet soo boring.

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[10 Oct 2004|06:30am]
[ mood | indescribable ]

well yes, today to the movies, I get to see amanda, and sam, and cynthia, and my sister, and the other people that are going, yay!....rahcle will be home like round 11 so yeah and darn last night I found out that N.P. isn't playing any more, darn.....so I don't know what we are going to see, yes sir, I don't know

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[07 Oct 2004|04:31pm]
[ mood | confused ]

hi well i got home a lil bit ago from school...i came home with greg, and well we had to jump start larry'sd car it wasnt working so yeah./..umm today was cool.....i guess....amanda told me that she had a mad crush on me, i really didnt say anything when she said it, but in my head i was like omg, amanda likes me YES!! lol...its funny cause i like her too...yeah....well yeah....I'll c wat happens tomorow...spencer told me to ask her but yeah.....if i could i would try now but i have no way to get a hold of her so yeah i dont think me and tiana r gonna happen too many people r tellin me not to and that shes full of drama and shit..so yeah....i have a test for 5th period tomorow...so i gotta do my think for that class luckily i got a book.....so yeah i aced a science test today it was so...easy....and in 5th period i finally found out why i got there late everyday..it was because i was taking a longer way i actually got there in time today.....oh for you people who want to know my new s/n in TodaysFeelings...yeah so add me biotch..u kno wat i think i'm gonna take a shower......i might be on later if you'z wanna im me...k....bye

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[06 Oct 2004|05:33pm]
[ mood | HEY ASHELY CALL ME!!!! ]

well i remeber this band playing in rachels car....and i loved the song..and i finally found out who its by a few min ago....its HEAD AUTOMATICA....they're really good i like em the song is called beating heart baby...i love it....it's wierd cause I normally dont liek songs this much and i really like this....while changing the subject...i was thinking how i've changed over the year....since the end of 6th grade i juss started to like metal and nu metal...then in 7th its was just like wearing baggy pants and metal band shirts....in 8th...i started to decrease in liking metal....and started liking thursday, and brand new, and fall out boy and dashboard confessional...and sum simular bands...and now....i bearly find myself listing to metal..and its wierd....cause ist all i used to listen to now i dont at all...and yup

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[06 Oct 2004|05:02pm]
[ mood | so ]

HELLO TO} EVERY ONE...hey how many of you have heard the acoustic version of division st....its good...umm today was wierd cause well yesterday josh in band told me that tiana liked me and i was like really and he said yeah then 2day a whole bunch of people were coming up to me and asking me..lol..it's great, but i dont think i like her that much...so people tell me wat i should...just tell me damn it....

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[06 Oct 2004|02:36am]
[ mood | yup ]

so yup.....yesterday was cynthia's birthday.....ha ha...and i let her pick from 2 atreyu shirts that i have...she picked the one with atreyu on front with suicide notes and butterfly kisses...and on the back it said....welll i dont really remeber......it had a picture on the back and said sumfin...HI! REaD more biotchCollapse )

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yay!! [03 Oct 2004|07:51pm]
well this weekend was fun...on saturday i went out to a lil concert band thingy and ....and well i there was this girl at the mall last week end her name was ashley and she is very] pretty....and well i dont have a girl friend n e more...so yay!! and well this dude mike lit his dick on fire last night...yes his PENIS!! lol.....oh wait 2 timz...and thye only gave him a dollar

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[01 Oct 2004|06:19pm]
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...delicious
Your hugs are...gentle
Your eyes...sparkle like the stars
Your touch is...irresistable
Your smell is...exotic
Your smile is...hypnotising
Your love is...everlasting
Quiz created with MemeGen!

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[01 Oct 2004|08:15am]

Are You Good In Bed?
Full Name
Age
Are You Good In Bed? There's a line 'round the block for you
This fun quiz by KimmyAlberts - Taken 147610 Times.
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New - Help with love and dating!

...YES! i have a line round the block.....oh wait this is just a quiz there is no line...DAMN!

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yes! [01 Oct 2004|08:07am]
[ mood | drained ]


How High Is Your Sex Drive?
Name
Age
Gender
Your Sex Drive Level Is.. - 84%
This quiz by eva71 - Taken 376625 Times.
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New! Get Free Daily Horoscopes from Kwiz.Biz

....I think now u can tell that this morning will be "QUIZ FRIDAY"...soo sorry but I'm bored and no one on either instant messanger...if u read this put my s/n's if u havent n e way: aim: AxMONKEYxEATINGx, yahoo:heresakey

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yeah ..... [01 Oct 2004|07:59am]
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Are you one of the 3 P`s? (Poser, Punk, Prep)
What do they call you?
When is your cake-day?
What color are you feelin`?
What grade you reppin`?
What`s your favorite song?
You are a ViRGiN =) FALSE
You are in l0ve <3 TRUE
You are: A PUNK! - You`re a unique person, you`ve got your own style and that`s awesome.
You are a true: Friend - Your not selfish at all! You care about other people and their needs.
You like: Hanging with friends - Unlike other people, you have friends who understand and care about you! They may have let you down a couple times, but nothing can come between your strong friendship!
One of your go0d qualities is: that you are Sweet! Everyone notices how kind you are to others, people love being around you =) You brighten everyones day!
This QuickKwiz by lil_mmm - Taken 26261 Times.
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....yup i was taking this quiz thingy i saw off of coral's journal.....but when i put robert in it said this...

Are you one of the 3 P`s? (Poser, Punk, Prep)
What do they call you?
When is your cake-day?
What color are you feelin`?
What grade you reppin`?
What`s your favorite song?
You are a ViRGiN =) TRUE
You are in l0ve <3 TRUE
You are: A PREP - You are truly adorable. =) You may be a little to full of yourself sometimes, but your still really sweet. Some people may not like you, but don`t let it get to you. Your a great person.
You are a true: Ballerr..Oh yeh, GO Y0U. You have a lot of talent when it comes to sports =)
You like: You like playing the guitar, or at least you want to learn how to. The guitar is a cool instrument...and you realize that! =) Have fun and keep practicing.
One of your go0d qualities is: that your Caring - Your a very caring person, you care about others around you and people realize that. Stay the way you are.
This QuickKwiz by lil_mmm - Taken 26261 Times.
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New - Kwiz.Biz Astrology and Horoscopes

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awe.... [30 Sep 2004|10:14pm]
[ mood | calm ]

HI!....well there was a plan today to go the movies....which on our (me ,rachel,sam, and spenc)...got a call from cynthia....saying it was closed....so then....we said lets go to the mall...it was closed ....all of this in vero......so then we stopped in the parking lot....and amanda, joey, cynthia, kar-ley, were there and then joey said lets go to books-a-million so we "packed" up in our cars and headed over there...and joey went over by the "cool" kids and was smoking...and we went inside and sam saw that guy at the register...and though he was hot....then we were looking for the porn book....and didnt find it, so then we just hung out and sam rachel joey and karley went out side in tha "cool" kid area...so me spencer cynthia and amanda....walked round and then we baught drinks in that coffee place and hung out and talked and then amanda was like c'mon bobby lets go make out and i was like alrite...but she was kidding then..then asked again and we went back by tha books.....and then spenc and cynthis told rache;(my sis) and she came running back even though we were just kidding...we were looking at books...lol....and then we just hung out and then manda left before everyone else....then later on round 7 or 8 cynthia's mom came and picked her and karley up and then mark and this other dude picked up joey...and me rachel spenc and sam....hung out inside till closing time..and went home

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[30 Sep 2004|10:00am]
[ mood | creative ]

I'm 50% EMO, how about you?

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so [31 Aug 2004|08:57pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

family problems

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this rhinoe [25 Aug 2004|06:31pm]
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/kozo.php

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[21 Aug 2004|07:47pm]
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...delicious
Your hugs are...to die for
Your eyes...burn into my heart
Your touch is...irresistable
Your smell is...refreshing
Your smile is...hypnotising
Your love is...one of a kind
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[21 Aug 2004|06:42pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

hey well you know wat...it could be  you....I just wanna c the EXERCIST the beginning that one looks good indeed...so well lets go to bed ok and put our nite gowns on..lol...ok....those r sum freaky eyes....yup...oh yeah and i juss bout a nu atreyui shirt ..YAY!!!¡¡¡

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hey [21 Aug 2004|03:02pm]


create your own personalized map of the USA
or write about it on the open travel guide

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well [21 Aug 2004|09:10am]
[ mood | in love... ]

this morning i find my self listening to alkaline trio..yes alkaline trio...another inocient girl..yup..and now anti-flag..YOU GOTTA DIE FOR YOUR GOVERNMENT!!!!yeah i dont really kno wat to do n e more....oh yeah jessica game over last nite for a few hours while my sis and my mom faught tha whole time so it suck'd..yup....west wood is good but it sucks sutimz too...like every day my fav period is 6th.....idk maybe i like a gilr or more in that class...yeah and i cant do n e thing bout it cause i have a gf..yup....yeah I'm bored yeah now i find my self still listen to anti-flag..but its punk by the book...I got sick of that song very quick..yeah I'm gonna stay home this weekend..i juss feel like it...i have to get this one girl's s/n on monday...lol...and it sucks cause like yesterday she sat behind me and drew a smile face on my neck..lol....but now shes gonna be moving up too seats..now I'm gonna be sitting where she use to in the back of the row...she in the front and this girl kat between us...yeah it sucks, yeah its really hot in my house rite now....i still miss all of u at lpa and other skools..it sucks...how could u blame me...u kept me waiting..yes alkaline trio hell yes..!, yup like last week these two or maybe it was 3 idr...but this kid ryans hair in pigtails..lol..and put eyeliner on him it was so fucking hilarious...she said u gotta be honest...lalala...but i said u must be mistakin I'm not foolin this feeling is real..lalalalalalala....all wrong...all wrong...but u got me....I'll be tru I'll be usefull..lalalalala...let me through..its easy as lovers go..so dont lalala.....i said u've gotta be honest ..I've been waiting for u all my life..TONITE...Ill be cavalier and i'll be your my dear.....la la..D/B...as lovers go..I catalog these steps now....la la thats all i kno al lalalala.lol...still dashboard...but bend and not break

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¡HI! [14 Aug 2004|08:42am]
[ mood | crushed ]

well 2days saturday/....and charlie barly hit us in psl...but i heard the orange blossom mall roof got blown off..lol...and at tha same time frietning...well yeah my dad got hit really bad up in daytona...he told me one of the nieghbors roofs got blown off 2..yup...scary..but now i sit all alone in this...room and u'll find me listenin' to alkaline trio...HELL YES!..yup well idk kno bout ya'll but i love my schedules...cept 5th..for 5th hour i have intro to multi media...that dude is soo boring, but i dont wanna switch out cause it gives u 2 collage credits..so yeah..and than 6th i love....yup...7th i get in trbl for talking ever day..lol...1st period is aight..but i'd fall alseep, 2nd is p.e., we dont start n e thing till monday, and 3rd is geom, it ok..but i could be doing better::sigh:: and then 4th is band..and well band is band but its a lil more xciting cause mrs.miller is very xcentric..lol...yawm...yup i had mowed my lawn yesterday 2..HOW FUN!! not really cause it was boring..tha dude cross the street did his hole yard by the time i finished the front..yup...U GOTTA DIE, GOTTA DIE, GOTTA DIE FRO YOUR GOVERNMENT, and ur country that shit!!..yup...yeah i like way too many girls..lol...and i cant do n e thing bout cause I have a gurlfriend..yup...i like i think like 3 ppl in my 6th hour thats y i love it..and like a whole lot of my friends.r in there...like robert, oscar, johnathan, aj(anthony j),jose, and avin(jack-ur-shod)..lol...yup..I'm tired..its 8:53..mr x!!

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here it goes [05 Aug 2004|02:13pm]
[ mood | still horny..lets fuck! ]

If it makes you less sad,I will die by your hand, I hope you find out what you are
Already know what I am, and if it makes you less sad....we'll start talking again
and you can tell me how vile i already know that i am-=--i'll grow old...start acting my age, ill be a brand new day in a life that u hate, a crown of gold, a heart thats harder than stone and it hurts a whole lot, but its missed when its gone
call me a safe bet, im betting im not

im glad you can forgive.....im only hoping as time goes...you can forget

if it makes you less sad, i'll move outta the state, u can keep to yourself
i'll keep outta your way and if it makes you less sad, i'll take your pictures all down....every picture you paint.i will paint myself out, its as cold as a tomb and its dark in your room ...when i sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds

so call it quits or get a grip, say you wanted a solution ,u just wanted to be missed..call me a safe bet, im betting im not

im glad that you can forgive...im only hoping as time goes...you can forget

u are calm and reposed ,let your beauty unfold pale white like the skin stretched over your bones, spring keeps you ever close, you are second hand smoke , you are so fragile and thin, standing trial for your sins, holding onto yourself the best you can..you are the smell before the rain...you are the blood in my veins

call me a safe bet...im betting im not

im glad that you can forgive...im only hoping as time goes.....u... can... forget

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[05 Aug 2004|10:21am]
[ mood | horny ]

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

[in the background]
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

Yeah
[softly]
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Try so hard to say goodbye

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